Respite

i'm getting sick of you and i'm being very serious

i never upload things the frequently unless something is pissing me off or depressing me
and you, offically, got on my nerves
so please do me a favor
stop judging people when you don't really know them
and stop pretending to be a saint
because in your heart, you know what you really are.

i want a beautiful life, or at least i'm working on getting a normal life
not to be rude
but i seriously don't give a crap about your opinion
all i want is you to leave me alone

so please, save your speech to whoever cares.
wasting your time on me isn't a wise decision, get on track with the person you really love or the one who really loves you
back long time ago, you already lost the priviledge to stay around in my life

and question yourself what you really want
lying to people isn't a good thing to do but lying to yourself is just pathetic
i don't want to judge your life because that only seems pathetic and fake
but stop being a selfish person as you are now
and cherish all the time you have because we all know it's not gonna be long

i have my way to live my life
and my life has been fabulous and spectacular before i met you
and i understand the whole process of changing life
but i want you to know that everyone deserves to be loved and protected

stop acting like you know me well and blindly living in this world
people don't always get what they want
so we compromise and keep living with less desire
what you miss is already gone and will never come back
take your own responsibility and stop blaming people around you

pack up your jealousy and ego
and go get a life

with all my sypathy and commiseration