Respite

which of the following is inevitable?

這是ESL單字課本裡面的一個題目
選項A是   growing older

對呀 growing older是永遠無法避免的事情
很開心的也是長一歲 很生氣難過的也是長一歲
不管發生經歷什麼事情明天早上起來又是老了一天
我在12.20的時候變老了一歲
在12.21的時候變成十六歲又一天

現在的我很想家
十六歲又十七天的Petty Princess很想家
九十六歲又十七天的Petty Princess 還是會很想家
我沒有誰可以依靠
看完照片整理完行李哭完還是要自己擦眼淚
自己去洗臉

要把想家的動力變成念書的動力
好想要小叮噹的任意門在家裡的房間
我就可以在我愛的Miss Hall's念書
我就可以住在我愛的藍色房間裡
可是我知道老天爺沒有像眷顧大雄那像的愛我

大家新年快樂

從機場就開始很難過
到了學校更難過
難過不是轉機是什麼事情都要自己做
好想家

到了學校更想家
本來只是要打回家報平安結果一發不可收拾
今天的free block沒事在整理行李看到馬麻收拾的行李好整齊
聞起來都是家的味道
好想我的房間好想我的朋友好想我的家人好想那個他
房間好小我的新衣服都放不下
只想把行李箱蓋起來提走回家

好想回家
不知道自己在這邊幹嘛
去年麻木的心情都消失了
看相機裡面家裡的照片只能哭
做什麼都觸景傷情
做什麼都在哭

回到台灣應該是要感動了
我本來以為我會掉淚耶
結果我的天兵老媽破壞了那一切

搭了轉了30多小時的飛機才到台灣
AA 是我這輩子最討厭的東西了
機車死了
上長榮的時候感動到不行
然後下飛機等好久好久才看到我的行李嚇了我一大跳
轉機很多次超怕行李沒上

然後我出關了
我妹大聲的叫叫叫
我就走到我媽面前他居然還隔著我往後望?????

gosh

他是我媽耶
整個認不出來
誇張

然後兩位小朋友也太有心
直接衝到機場然後跑去我的房間玩(搗亂?)

挨挨

今天我們學校有人被Yale錄取了




很多時候都很想要不堅強
不想當那個在大家面前永遠很開心的Petty
不想當那個在大家面前什麼問題都會解決的Petty
不想當那個聽大家吐苦水的Petty

有時候我只是想當一個笨蛋
一個會被人家照顧的笨蛋
不用什麼事情都往心裡藏
不用什麼事情都自己扛

很想要很單純很開心的過自己的日子
這樣被你們扯進去你們自己的過節我老實說很不開心
卻還要裝著和事老的樣子
只是因為不想要你們繼續生氣難過

前陣子因為一些關係
好久好久沒有接到你的電話
你不敢打我不敢接...
昨天接到你的電話我真的好開心
在台灣那溫暖的天氣裡是不是也造就你溫暖的聲音
很舒服很安心的感覺真好
但那十三小時的距離好遠
你的聲音怎麼好遠的感覺
好像有一點陌生
讓我好害怕


我也說不清楚是怎麼樣的感覺
可是覺得自己好笨
為什麼要騙自己做的到然後這樣勉強自己
雖然這樣說好像很遜很蠢很不上道很機車
可是跟誰交往都是像在找你的影子
這裡一點點那裡一點點
拼來拼去就是湊不成那一個完整的你

幾天沒什麼新增
心裡有好多話要說可是不會轉換成文字
下面那篇一千字的essay折騰了我好久
所以給我認真看!!!!
好啦 我開玩笑的
不要理那篇 我只是放上來給某人檢查而已  =]

豬勒跟菜寄的東西我收到了唷(上星期)
你們很榮幸的娛樂了公主我 哈哈哈哈哈
好智障耶 超可愛的 我笑到不行
我本來想照相放上來的
可是我想要獨享

喔耶喔耶

快要回台灣了耶耶耶耶耶耶耶

最近很衰
一直受傷
參加個好好的排球隊打到手全部淤青
膝蓋受傷
背痛到不行

Different Greens in Life

“The Echoing Green” by William Blake, from the songs of Innocence. “The Echoing Green” is a poem about a day, a year and people’s lives. This poem includes the youth and the death; the beautiful and sad parts of life. William Blake uses a mirror in the poem to make the poem is symmetrical and make the readers know how he feels about the change in people’s lives. He also uses a lot of physical things to signify the feeling of birth and death, happiness and sadness. The whole poem doesn’t have any words about death, but at the end of the poem, the readers can feel the sorrow easily and correctly.

Everything is cheerful in the first stanza. Like the early morning, the sun just rises, the air is fres., The people are in good mood and things are all clean and pretty. It’s a happy beginning of a day and also a year. The spring with birds singing and the flowers are colorful with good smell. “The merry bells ring/ To welcome the spring.” (3-4) William Blake uses the merry bells to describe how happy are the people in the spring. The readers can imagine the beautiful fresh green with different kinds of flowers everywhere. The word “spring” doesn’t just means one of the seasons’ in a year, and also means the birth of a new life. “While our sports shall be seen/ On the echoing green.” (9-10) At the end of stanza one, William Blake highlights the sense of the spring that people are all happy and full of energy. He also points out the green is not just normal, it’s all around everyone. Just like the birth, no one miss it and all the people feel happy about it.

In the second stanza, things start to change. The setting changes into an old man with white and gray hair talking about his own story. The people stop laughing and the birds stop laughing. The world becomes more quiet than spring and people stop playing around but just sitting and listen to the old story. The readers can know something different between stanza one and two.

‘Such, such were the joys

               When we all, girls and boys

 In our youth-time were seen

On the echoing green.’(17-20)

William Blake doesn’t just write about what he thinks about old, but uses an old man with white hair to talk about his own story. The writer convinces the readers by letting someone talk about himself, and this really makes the readers think about the time in their lives that with green all around. As the old man thinks about his youth time, the readers know that childhood is filled with joy and fun. It also makes the readers think about their own beautiful days. In the last line of stanza two, William Blake uses “On the echoing green.” again to connect these two stanzas and make it represent “youth” and “beautiful days”.

In the third stanza, the setting changes to the descending sun. Everything is not that happy anymore. The color is turning dark and the world is silence. It’s not just gray like stanza two but really dark in this stanza. “Many sisters and brothers,/ Like birds in their nest,/ Are ready for rest;” (line 21-22) When the sun descends, there’s no more things to expect but just darkness. Nothing can be cheerful and no one can laugh anymore. The readers can imagine the square in the middle of the village that is empty. The old man who told the story in stanza two left, and there’s no one in the square any more. The readers can also feel the blank and the loneliness. William Blakes clearly points out that eveyone is already tired and need to start a new life. Just like a person who is dying and going to have the next life. Maybe it’s in the other spaces, like heaven of hell, but they have to leave this world to start their lives. “And sport no more seen/ on the darkening green.” (Line 29-30) The fresh green turn to dark. The writer doesn’t write that the season changes, but the readers can feel that the fall and winter are coming. The leaves change to red and fall down from the tree. Everything seems sad and there’s so more potency in the world. All things are dying and there’s no hope or desire that people can expect. The readers can feel that in the beginning, the setting is full of children’s laugh, but in these two sentences, the world becomes quiet and silent.

        In “The Echoing Green”, all the things happened so fast. The changes occur in a day and a season. In the first stanza, the sun rises and the spring comes; at the end of the poem, the sun set and the spring is over. The writer uses the way to make the readers feel the life convert every second. The youth and beautiful days like the morning and the death comes at the night. William Blake makes readers feel that every second in their lives is important. In “The Echoing Green”, we can see different parts of  life, the writer catches every moment in the life exactly to make the readers clearly know the changes. As the time passes in the poem, the readers just like viewing someone’s life. Everything is so lively and true that will makes readers’ mood change with the poem from happy to sad, from colorful to black, then everything becomes dead and sad.

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雖然說別人常說，射手座是個花心的星座，但是事實上，他只是再尋找最適合他的另一半而已。

還有，大部分的射手座是樂觀、外向、幽默的    大部分的射手座是很容易相處的，只是通常也有著一個共通點，就是...直腸子，講話不經大腦思考就脫口而出。
但是，多數的射手座也都會有自我反省的能力，所以通常朋友都不算少。
而通常不會去計較，事情過了就算了，不會計仇。

射手座熱心助人，只是有時候熱心過頭，讓自己忙翻了、累斃了，可是到頭來卻發現...原來自己這樣做並不一定會能讓別人也這樣對自己，所以有時候會吃點虧。

而且，事實上通常射手座的房間不會隨時保持很整齊的樣貌...因為射手座很...隨性。
但是，雖然這麼說，當射手座哪一天鹹鹹沒事做的時候，竟發現他的房間真是給他亂了些啊...他還是會矛起來整理好的!
只是問題就出在這裡...射手座通常不太會有那種...沒事做的時候就是了。
(Mommy 所以不是我的問題是你把我生錯星座了 哈)

除非你所說的跟他毫無相關...那我想，任何人，不只是射手座...都很難跟你接話下去吧...除非是雞同鴨講。

有時候射手座會給人一種神祕的感覺。
那是因為跟射手座不夠熟才會出現的現象，因為他不會把心事跟不熟得人透露。
熟不熟的定義又是另一番考驗。

而通常要被認定為好朋友以上的等級才能夠聽他射手座的心聲。

有人會說射手座很幼稚，那是因為他沒有機會看到射手座講正經事的時候，因為不夠了解。
其實看起來竟不下來的射手座也是有沉穩的一面的。

而射手座這個星座，既大方又外向，而且很容易親近，所以朋友大部分都不算少。

 這是第一篇歸在Princess Closet的文章
好開心好開心!!!!!
我知道有人看了會說什麼自以為是Princess
可是每個女生都應該要是自己的Princess有屬於自己的童話故事
所以我是自己的Princess(還有廖揪揪的 哈哈哈)

這個是我的重點 哈哈哈

Daisy by Marc Jacobs

最近因為有新的生活新的開始
所以有新的心情 更所以要換香水啦!!!
之前的香水比較好的朋友應該有印象吧?

很水果的感覺很夏天很夏天
記得跟金小豬在店裡挑好久好久
聞了很多奇怪的東西才找到
連我愛的Ferragamo都被批評了 哈哈哈

這次的Daisy是小雛菊的意思
聞起來有小孩的感覺 很乾淨的感覺