Respite

1月 10 週一 201103:08
你不在

當世界只剩下這床頭燈
你那邊是早晨已經出門
我側身感到你在轉身
無數陌生人正在等下一個綠燈
一再錯身彼此脆弱的時分
如果渴望一個吻的余溫
我關了燈黑暗把我拼吞

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12月 28 週二 201015:43
heartbreak.

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12月 22 週三 201003:32
and i hate

had a great day with jenny :) finally got to spend some quality time with my best friend <3 after all these time we now really know how important each other is in our livesss
but i hate not having you with me
i hate not hearing you saying good night before i go to bed, i hate not seeing any message from you when i get home and turn on my laptop, i hate when you don't tell me you miss me, i hate walking on the streets seeing people holding hands, i hate seeing other people kissing, i hate seeing other people in love. i hate that you have classes to go to and i hate that we're so far away from each other.
and i hate being so scared all the time. scared of losing you over stupid things, scared of caring about us so much.

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12月 21 週二 201021:55
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6373.) I wish, I had the nerve to walk away from you again. But when I did, I came crawling back like an idiot. I can't live without you. Sadly. But you don't want me. You want her. And that's what hurts the most. I can't let go. I love you.

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12月 20 週一 201010:35
happy birthday

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12月 19 週日 201010:28
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"6320.) I'm scared. Scared because I got so emotionally attached to you and I didn't even realize it until it was too late. I messed up and feelings were lost. But it's not just my fault, it's your fault too. I know how you are, how you play with people's hearts. But even knowing all that, I still feel the way I do about you. I don't want to let you go. I don't want you to tell me the feelings are gone. I don't want to hear about you with her. I still care so much about you and it's going to hurt me to accept things and let you go. Because when I close my eyes all I see is the way you were looking at me that one night, when I hugged you and you said you were sorry for everything having to be this way. "

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12月 18 週六 201010:04
letting go

i just want you to know that there's nothing between us anymore. it is one of the memories that I prefer not to remember not to mention and not to talk about.
I told you that we can be friends, but the only circumstance of us being friend is you realizing that it's the only option and only possibility. Seeing that ring really tipped me off, how are you supposed to move on with your life if you still had that with you.
I've already moved on and met someone really great in my life, so us, we can only be friends and friends don't do things that you just did. You might think that it was the most romantic thing any one can possibly ever done but you were wrong. I don't just not appreciate it but I despise it so you might as well just quit it and find someone else.
there's just no chemistry anymore and i dont want to hurt you

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11月 28 週日 201005:14
past

i'm so sick of waiting for you so i'm just not gonna do it anymore.
i hate letting people down but i hate being let down even more. You were my priority but apparently i'm not yours so i refuse to waste more time on you. I don't like feeling anxious, getting all these phone calls, IMs and text messages but none of them was from you. I hate being nervous, thinking about you and worrying about you. Maybe being friends will be easier for both of us.
我不知道你在哪裡你在做甚麼你在想甚麼但我好累我不想管了
i hate how my past relationships are affecting me even til now. Seeing their names on my phone made my heart itch. Sometime I got so disgusted I dont even know how to reply. No matter how much I regret the decisions I made for myself, I guess it just doesn't matter anymore cuz i'm not allow to change anything.
I guess there's a lot of stuff that's just better to be underground and unknown.

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